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jeng jeng...part yg di tunggu2...d most awaited moment 2 share wif u guys...

17 jun 2009...pg bgun tdo, aku g toilet..tgk2 ada cm drah seketul kuar..dark brown n mucoid..
alamak..aku nk brsalin dh ke?cpat2 cal hubby, suh die balik..die pyela geletar lutut..haha..xtaw cmne die drive blik umah....sure befeluh2...then kitorg straight away heading 2 Pantai, g check...
doc check, die ckp cervix baru bukak 2cm jer...siap suh balik umah...wat keje ke ape2 yg ptut...die ckp "by 2nite ur baby should come out.." owh..yeke???
so aku ngn hubby pn g la jenjln..spt yg doc suggest..g jj siap...lpaskn gian sblum pntang...mkn chicken bento...urmmm...bbrrppp...
mlm yg d nantikn pown tiba...tp xde pape pn...
smpila pg sok, 18 june 2009...pown xde pape!!adussss.....pening dh nih...sbnarnye, takut pown ada dh..
bile aku nk solat subuh je, tetibe ada rase menda kuar...rupenya darah cm smlm lgik..
aku ckp hubby, xyah keje la arini..
g cx-up lagi, dlm kul 11pg...doc kate dh bukak 3cm...tp stil aku xde rase contraction...mild pn xde..huh
then, gynae decided to admit me dlm labor room...n..tadaaa... INDUCE aku....alamak!
she said, cervix dh bukak, tp force xde, takut infection nnti...
aku dh mula meleley airmata, sbb trbyg dh sakitnye kna induce tuh...
hubby kt sblah mmg best..sntiasa support n tnangkan aku...
kul 2ptg-nurse setup drip set...tgn aku kna cucuk ngn catheteter....
doc bg ketocil intravenous...memula xsakit...steady beb...ley amik gmbar, snyum2 lagik...
aftr 3 hrs...brmula la 'seksa' aku...
midwife said, i shall feel d contraction evy 5minutes..tp aku pye sakit, xsmpi 5minit, aku rasa interval rasa sakit within few seconds sajaaa...sakitnya...Allah saja yg tau..
hubby trsyg maintain tggu kat sblah, bc doa tuk aku...support aku...
usap kpala aku...alhamdulillah, untung dikurniakan suami mcm ni...
aku ni plak, menahan sakit mcm org giler, smpi hubby nk solat pn aku xbg..
tp senyap2 die g gak tggalkan aku time aku dh mule 'high'...
sbb nurse bg inhalant anaesthesia n bg pain killer injection...mild jer...x mmbntu sgt pown...tp kpala ttap rasa high..
dlm kul 7mlm, doc ckp dh bukak 7 cm...die nk tggu smpi 10cm...bru die bg aku mula 'push'..
time ni, skit mmg dh thap dewa la..smpi trkencing2 la kt atas katil tuh menahan sakit...
nurse x bg pgang tgn hubby, maybe sian tgk tgn hubby kna genggam kuat sgt...
dia suh aku pgang besi katil je...aku ikut jelah...
dlm kul 9 mlm...cervix dh bukak 10cm...teng teng..saat yg d nanti tlah tibe..huhu
"ok, u can start to push now...." aku pn pelagi, tarik napas pnjang (sprti yg di ajar oleh midwife)
push la skuat ati...dkat 30 minit push...
tp my baby stil xnk kuar...alahai.,...aku dh mula give-up..
aku pndang hubby...die ckp, "boleh sayang, kuatkan smangat...msti boleh..selawat bnyak2.."
aku push lagi tuk kali ke brapa tah...part tuh plak dh kna gunting bape panjang pn aku xtau la..xsakit dah..
few seconds pastu..by 2134 hrs, aku xrasa skit, tp trkejut giler bile doc angkat bby ltak atas peyut..
ehhh..dh kluar upenya baby....ALHAMDULILLAH...syukur....
semuanya dh slamat.....amin ya rabbal alamin..
aku selamat melahirkan baby girl...3.09kg...she is...FARAHANNY ZAFYRRA...
hubby kluar dr labor room, qamatkan baby..then, aku d sorong masuk dlm bilik lain...utk ZzzzZZZzzz.....(plus hubby tdo skali ngn aku..hehe)
baby plak di anta ke nursery..cik2 nurse tulun jaga..tq!!huhu

tamattttt.........